Life is a sequence of choices. Some are deliberate, others are forced upon
you. This was a lesson that McKenzie
Evans knew all too well. After
the miscarriage of her son, she made the hard decision to leave her absentee
boyfriend and move in with her former college roommate, Olivia Hamilton. That’s
when she was introduced to Andrew Wise, a brilliant attorney, working for his
family’s law firm in Sarasota, Florida.
To McKenzie, Drew became her salvation. He had a way of
understanding her when no one else could. The closer they became, the more
McKenzie found herself falling in love with Drew. He was everything she ever
dreamed of in a man, and for the first time in her life, she felt truly alive.
There was only one problem. Drew was dating Olivia.
With the
help of fate and circumstance, Drew and McKenzie journey down a path of
unrequited love and denied feelings. In the end, they must make a choice
between their hearts or their consciences. In this one decision they discover
that there’s always a glimmer of truth to a lie, that there’s a fine line
between love and friendship, and sometimes you have to risk everything to gain
everything.
Author Bio
Jeanne McDonald began telling stories at the ripe young age of five, when her mother considered the truth to be a lie thanks to her extensive embellishment to the retelling of an event. She wrote her first short story when she was twelve years old, and at the age of sixteen she tried her hand at poetry. She reconnected with her love for writing in 2010 thanks to the encouragement of a dear friend.
Her passions include a “mild” Starbucks addiction, music,
quotes, movies, and romance. When she is
not spending time with her family, she can be found reading, writing, chatting
with her friends or diligently working toward her bachelors degree in Speech
Pathology and Audiology. A proud Texan,
she currently resides in the Dallas/Fort Worth area with her family.
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Author Info
Author site: http://www.jeannemcdonald.com/
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Twitter: https://twitter.com/SparklingWand
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Excerpt
He leaned forward on his hands, one knee placed on the sofa into a near
crouching position. His back arched
high, lifting his t-shirt up to expose his succulent muscled stomach as he
moved toward me. “Andy, whatever you’re
thinking, stop thinking it,” I warned him, scooting away from him.
“What are you afraid of, Mickie?”
He dropped his flip-flops onto the floor, his eyes wild and
playful. He inched forward, placing both
knees on the couch. I pushed myself up
against the arm of the sofa, holding my knees to my chest.
“Really, Andy, stop it now,” I screeched in a high pitch shrill.
Drew lunged for me, catching me by the leg. Dragging me underneath him, he pressed his
body against mine, holding me in place.
I flattened my hands against his shoulders pushing him as hard as I
could, breathless by the amount of weight he was enforcing on me. Without warning his fingers made contact with
my sides. I squirmed against his
ministrations as he started to tickle me.
“Andy…no…stop…please,” my words came out as mere breaths.
Drew encircled my legs with his, holding them to the surface of the
cushions. With one hand he tied my hands
above my head while his other continued to torture my ribs. I was his prisoner; unable to disentangle
myself from his prowess.
“I never lose, and if I somehow do, I always get my justice,” he
whispered huskily in my ear.
I wiggled and squirmed, squealing in laughter. With each movement of my body my shirt would
rise, but so would his. Our bare skin
pressed against each other as perspiration began to build. Electricity crackled around the room. Our breathing became heavier and deeper. His hand reached between my knees, tickling
inside my leg. I bucked and kicked in
efforts to escape his relentless torture.
“Andy, please,” I pleaded.
The atmosphere in the room shifted.
What was playful banter had changed into heady desire. He released my hands, and brushed my hair
back from my face.
Every nerve in my body felt where our skin met. My hands slipped between us, pressing against
his sculpted chest. His heart raced
against my fingertips.
His hand slid over my hip leaving a trail of heat in its wake. “Mickie,” he whispered my name like a sincere
prayer.
A deep moan escaped my lungs as his fingers glided over my rib
cage. The thin fabric of my tank top
wasn’t enough to eliminate the heat of his hand from penetrating my burning
skin.
His eyes fluttered closed. A
throaty groan rumbled from his chest.
His thumb breezed along the curve of my breast. I shivered in excitement. The pressure of his weight burrowed down on
me.
Every ripple of his stomach, the firmness of his arms, the muscles in
his legs, they all encompassed me. His
eyes open and a tender smile caressed his lips.
“You’re so beautiful,” he murmured.
I was intoxicated with the smell of his breath washing over my
face. I closed my eyes in anticipation
of our lips touching. His hand reached
up and cupped the side of my face. His
fingers crowned the back of my head, pulling me closer to him.
I could feel the effects of his kiss even before his lips touched mine.
Character Interview
With all the
time I’ve spent in the past year or so with McKenzie, learning her story, I
figured it might be a good idea to sit down with Drew and allow him the
opportunity to clear the air about a few things. Having this thought in mind, I contacted him and
requested an audience. Drew seemed to
think the fact that I even used that
word was hilarious, but graciously accepted my request. When I asked where in Sarasota I should meet
up with him, he quickly informed me that he was in Amarillo,Texas, and wished
for me to meet him there.
Upon arriving
at the address he provided me, I find myself at a little coffee shop called The
806. This isn’t my first time to
frequent The 806. When I lived in
Amarillo a few years back, I loved venturing over to 6th Street. There are loads of local shops and The 806
sits in the middle of them all. It’s the
perfect resting spot for a tired shopper.
I enter the
establishment. The fresh aroma of coffee
and pastries fill the air, invading my senses.
The lighting is rather dim, but not-so-much that it prevents people from
interacting. To me, it sets the tone for
coffee bar. Around the room, I notice
eclectic pieces of art on the walls.
Local artists display their work for potential buyers and admirers. Tables are scattered around the room in
chaotic symmetry. There are very few patrons, but then that’s to be expected
for this time of day.
After making
my order at the bar, I sit down at an empty table near the makeshift stage, and
wait for my guest to arrive. I don’t
have to wait long. A few minutes later,
Drew enters the coffee shop, with a cocky smirk lighting his face.
He appears to
be very comfortable, dressed in a faded pair of jeans, a blue v-neck t-shirt
and an old green baseball cap, that I could almost swear he stole from
Jared. But that couldn’t be possible; he
and Jared are not big fans of one another.
Holding up a
finger to let me know he’s seen me, Drew walks over to the bar and orders
himself a coffee and pastry. He glances
at me, giving me a wink. As always,
Drew’s bright blue eyes and dimples take my breath away. Next thing I know, he has a cup of coffee in
each hand, one, of which, he’s using to balance a small plate with a brownie.
He approaches
my table and places the items down. “I asked the barista what
you were drinking. I hope you don’t
mind, but I went ahead and got you a refill.”
“You didn’t
have to do that, but thank you.”
Drew shrugs
one shoulder and produces his award winning smile. “It’s no problem at all.”
I extend my
hand out, shaking his hand. “Thank you
so much for meeting with me today. This
is such a great honor for me.”
“The
pleasure is all mine. It’s not every day
one is summoned by the very person that is distributing their life story to the
masses,” he teases,
giving me a coy wink.
I open my
mouth to speak, but nothing comes out.
Silly me, you’d think I’d be used to this guy after spending so much
time writing his and McKenzie’s story, but nope. “Thank you,” I giggle, mentally slapping
myself for sounding so fangirlish.
A cocky
snicker falls from Drew’s lips, his brow raising. This bastard knows what he’s doing to me, and
loves every minute of it. Drew and I
each take our seat. I suck down a gulp
of my mocha, thankful that it’s had a little time to cool.
Wiping the
corners of my mouth with the tips of my fingers, I dare to lift my eyes to meet
Drew’s. His brilliant stare is burning
through me. “So,” I squeak.
“So,” Drew repeats playfully.
“Um, you know
what, let’s get started,” I say, swallowing hard. Damn, my nerves.
“Fire
away.” Drew takes a
bite of his brownie and I have to force myself not to gawk at this man’s
mouth. As he chews, he leans back in his
chair and drapes his arm across the empty chair beside him.
I rub the back
of my neck, feeling the slight perspiration developing there. Thank God for a good deodorant.
“Well, all
right,” I say, clearing my throat. “I’ll
start off with something simple.” I pull
out a pad of paper from my bag and glance down at my notes. “Let’s see.
Hmm. If you had a free day and
your only mission was to enjoy yourself, what would you do?”
Without
hesitating, Drew leans in, keeping his hand stationed on the back of the empty
chair and whispers, “All I need is Mr. Righty,” he wiggles all five fingers of his right hand, resting on the table
near his coffee cup, “a bottle of lube, and a good porno to enjoy myself.”
He leans back in his chair, as if nothing was said, taking a sip of his
coffee.
My mouth
drops. I can feel the burning heat of my
embarrassment coloring face. “That’s not
what I meant, Drew!” I exclaim, slapping my hand over my mouth.
Drew laughs,
shaking his head. “You should be more specific.”
“Andrew
Jonathan Wise!” I screech.
A loud laugh
bursts from his lips. The barista shoots
us a quick glance, smiling at his laughter.
I want to crawl under the table.
I should’ve been prepared for this, but somehow, I wasn’t.
“Fine,” he notes with a wink. “I’d spend the day in my theater room,
watching a Star Wars marathon, snuggled up with Wicket, Chewie and my girl,
along with a bag of peanut butter M&M’s, a case of Coke at hand.”
“Aww, that’s
so sweet, Drew.”
“Of
course Mickie would be feeding me the M&M’s.”
Rolling my
eyes and shaking my head, I trudge on.
“When you’re driving down the road, what’s playing on your stereo?”
“Currently
on my playlist is Korn, Godsmack, Chevelle, Marilyn Manson,” Drew coughs and sputters, mumbling
to the point of almost being incoherent, “and maybe some Jason Aldean.” He smirks, glancing around the room,
“But only
because of his duet with Ludacris.”
“Hard
rock. Hmm,” I hum. “I didn’t expect that from you, but I guess I
should’ve. You never cease to amaze me.” I smirk, meeting his eyes, “Although, I do
recall a little birdy once telling me that you have some Rascal Flatts and Brad
Paisley on your iPod too.”
Drew waves his
and around like a mad man, shushing me. “Jeanne, no one’s supposed to know that. You’re in redneck country. They smell out country music like flies on
shit.”
“Hey now!” I
exclaim. “You realize that both your
girl and your author are from Texas, don’t you?
You better be nice, or I’m sending you the cowboy deluxe care package -
starched Wranglers, boots and a cowboy hat.”
Drew gives me
a vicious look. “Um, you better not.” He shakes his head, chuckling. “My boys require the
ability to breathe and move, and I don't do boots. Converse, yes. Boots, hell no! Hey, wait.
You’re not wearing cowboy boots, are you?”
Dipping down,
Drew looks under the table at my shoes.
I wiggle my feet back and forth, showing off my Converse. “I wore them just for you.”
“Now
that’s what I’m talking about!” He rises back up, giving me two thumbs up. ”Oh, and for the record, the only one who’ll be
wearing a cowboy hat is Mickie,” he groans, wiggling his eyebrows, “While naked and straddling me.”
“Horny,
bastard,” I mumble, laughing.
“And
your point?”
“I thought I
made it.”
“True
enough. Proceed.”
A small crowd
is starting to develop inside the coffee house now. The end of the work day has come and The 806
is beginning to fill in with patrons. I
notice a live band setting up on the stage and figure it’s time to get the
nitty gritty of this interview.
“So, Drew, I’m
curious, what was it that attracted you to McKenzie on the beach that first
day? I mean, you had a girlfriend and
yet you felt compelled to flirt with her.
And then for her to appear that same night at your girlfriend’s house,
can you say awkward!”
Drew tilts his
head slightly, looking at me with a gleam in his eyes. A soft, sweet smile curves the corners of his
lips. “I thought she was the most beautiful angel to
ever grace my presence. I couldn't help but flirt with her. Seeing her appear
at Olivia’s house was like God giving me a second chance to talk to this woman.
It wasn't awkward at all, at least not for me.”
I nod my
head. “That makes a lot of sense, I
guess. Now, that night at Olivia’s
house, you gave McKenzie a little pep talk.
What was going through your mind at that time? I mean, you hardly knew the woman, and that
business card was a pretty bold move.”
The soft
sounds of instruments being tuned fill the air around us. I start drinking my second mocha, watching
Drew as he looks over at the band. “Yeah, it was a bold
move.” he says, keeping
his focus on the band. “I’ll grant you that, but
I really liked her, and honestly I was concerned for her. I’ve been in her shoes to a certain extent,
and I thought that maybe giving her the chance to talk about it with someone
she hardly knew, that wasn’t a shrink, might help her.”
I reach across
the table and pat Drew gently on the hand.
“That makes you a good man,” I say with a tender smile. Drew nods only slightly. I pull my hand back and take a quick sip of
my coffee before I continue. “Okay, so,
I’m dying to know, what was really going through your mind when McKenzie
introduced you to Dick, I...I mean
Richard?
Drew breaks
into a fit of uncontrollable laughter.
It’s contagious. I begin to laugh
with him, to the point I’m nearly in tears.
Once he catches his breath, he says, “You mean the umpa loompa?”
“That’s the
one,” I reply, covering my mouth, still laughing.
Pushing his
empty cup and plate away, Drew leans forward, resting his elbows on the
table. His eyes dance with his unfading
laughter. “When I walked in and saw that guy
talking to my girl, I nearly came unglued.
To this day, I can’t figure out how he got his teeth so white. And I really wanted to ask him where the hell
Willy Wonka was. With as much money as I
put into Wonka bars, I’d demand an autograph.”
Laughing to
the point of breathlessness, I barely manage to ask, “What on Earth possessed
you to call McKenzie your wife?”
Drew stops
laughing, but his smile doesn’t fade. “I did that for two
reasons. One, I knew it would freak the
fucker out; and two, I wanted to see her reaction. My feelings for McKenzie were well beyond
friendship at that point, no matter how hard I tried to deny it, and I figured
that would get an honest reaction out of her.”
I tilt my
head, glancing at Drew. “That day also
introduced us to another issue. Drew, we
learned that you have a bit of an issue with alcohol, care to talk about it?”
The laughter
around the table suddenly faded away.
Drew pulls the cap off of his head, dropping it to the table. He stares down at the faded hat, running his
fingers through his hair. The atmosphere
has shift and Drew is now stiff and uncertain.
I swallow back my guilt for asking such a private question, but since it
was out there, I give him the chance to shoot me down. “I really don't want to talk about it. Some things are
better left unsaid,” he
answers, fidgeting with the fray on his hat.
Hoping to
bring the lighter side back, I quickly ask, “Why do you hate the nickname Andy
so much?”
Drew releases
a deep sigh. A lopsided smirk tilts the
corner of his mouth and his body relaxes.
My ploy seems to have worked. “I hate that name because
when I hear it, I think of my sister. In
my mind, you might as well be calling me a girl, and I’ll kick anyone’s ass who
dares to call me Andy. Except for my
girl. She has this little southern twang
that goes straight to my dick.” Drew slips his cap back on, and
gives me a coy wink.
I cover my
face and laugh. Leave it to Drew to find
every way possible to included his penis into the conversation. After taking a sip of my coffee, I ask the
next question that comes to my mind.
“What’s it like growing up with a twin sister?”
Rubbing his
hand along his chin, Drew ponders the question for a moment. He glances around the room, then leans toward
me as if he’s about to tell me a secret.
“Like
a living Hell.” He wrinkles his nose. “Drew, stop picking on your sister,” he squawks in a high pitched
voice. “Drew, did you steal your sister’s
cookie? Drew, dance with your
sister. Drew, don’t pull your sister’s
pigtails.”
“Oh, stop
it. You’re mother didn’t sound like
that!”
Drew’s
expression takes on a seriousness that I’m sure he uses quite often in the
courtroom. “That wasn’t my mother. That was my brother, Gavin.”
“Oh, God!” I
exclaim, laughing. “Now, really, your
childhood couldn’t have been all that bad.”
He rolls his
eyes and leans back in his chair, crossing his arms over his chest. “Let's just say my childhood isn’t something I want to
relive. Andie was the pretty little angel, Gavin was the sweet young man, and
I, well, I was the black sheep. Enough said.”
“Black sheep
or more like Neanderthal?” I tease.
Drew raises an
eyebrow, giving me a warning glance.
“What?” I
deflect. “I’m just saying that jealous side
of you does come out quite often. Not
only with Richard, but with Jared too.
You damn near came unglued when Jared was about to take your place in
apartment hunting with McKenzie. Explain
what was running through your mind at the time.”
Crossing his
arms over his chest, Drew straightens to his full height, seemingly foreboding
in his appearance. I shrink down a
little, worried that I might have pissed him off.
“You
want to know what was running through my mind, I’ll tell you. I was pissed.
I’d already told her I would help her.
Then she tries to go over my head, because she has this deal about not
wanting to hurt anyone. That’s bullshit. She hurt me, by denying me the chance to help
her. Even if I hadn’t been falling for
her, I still cared for her as a friend, and I couldn’t allow her to live in
some dump. On top of that, she asked
Jared. I’d known from the start that he
had a thing for her. Everyone knew it,
except for McKenzie. That woman really
doesn’t see herself very clearly. Anyway,”
Drew takes a deep
breath then releases it, “it was the principle more than anything. She’s the most stubborn woman I've met, and
needs to learn to accept peoples help every once in awhile.”
“Wow! That was
a mouthful,” I tease.
“Sorry. That woman gets me so riled up.”
“I can tell.”
I finish off
my second mocha, and notice that Drew is starting to look a little antsy. The cafe is full. Nearly every table is occupied. The music starts and I have to admit the band
is pretty good for a garage rock band.
“Okay,” I say,
raising my voice a little to compensate for the band. “I have just one more question for you.”
“And
what’s that?”
I lean
forward, looking him directly in the eye.
“It’s the same question that every one of my readers has on their mind,
and I can’t say that I blame them. Why
the Hell did it take you so long to break things off with Olivia and confess
your feelings for McKenzie?
For a moment,
Drew looks stunned by my bold and direct question. A mischievous twinkle glints in his eye and
he meets my exact stance, bringing us face to face in the center of the
table. “The answer is simple, really. Because of their connection, I convinced
myself that if I let go of Olivia, I would lose Mickie too, and I couldn’t
handle that. Before Mickie, being with
Olivia was simple. It was nothing more
than a casual arrangement for me, but Mickie changed everything. Being around her was like being able to
breathe again after being held underwater for a long time. In the end, I finally had enough, and put
my heart on the line. Mickie’s the
sunshine that brightens my day, and I couldn’t go another day without the sun.”
Tears form in
the corners of my eyes as I listen to him talk.
To hear someone describe love in that way was poetic. “That’s probably the sweetest thing I’ve ever
heard.”
Drew shrugs
his shoulders, glancing up at the band. “What can I say? My girl brings it out of me.”
“She’s a lucky
girl.” I look down into my second empty
cup, and sigh. “All good things must
come to an end, and while I don’t want this to end, I do have to get myself
back to Dallas to take care of my family.”
“And
I have to get back to trying to win my girl back.”
“Agreed. But before I go, how about a quick lightening
round?”
Drew laughs
and nods. “Go for it.”
“Blonde or
Brunette?”
“Blonde”
“Patriots or
Cowboys?”
“Patriots
all the way. How the Cowboys became
America’s team is beyond me.”
“Boxers or
Briefs?”
“Nude”
“That’s not an
option, Drew.”
“Fine,
boxers.”
“Coffee or
Tea?”
“Coffee”
“Dumbledore or
Gandalf?”
“Gandalf”
“Princess Leia
or Queen Amidala?”
“Pass.”
“What? No.
Why?”
“Because
it’s too damn hard to decide between a sexy bikini and a woman wearing a
blaster. Talk about childhood fantasies
merging with grown man desires.”
“Pick one!”
“Bossy,
aren’t you? I guess, Amidala. But I still hold the right to change my
answer at anytime.”
I laugh. “Fine.
Last one. Favorite sexual
position?”
“Cowgirl.”
“Really? I didn’t see that one coming at all.”
Drew smirks,
his eyes dancing. “Oh, but that’s the fun
of the cowgirl. Watching her ride me
with the perfect view of her face and tits.” Drew
reaches in the air, making grabbing motions.
“I
absolutely love seeing her face as she falls over the edge of ecstasy.”
My mouth
drops. “Damn, you really thought about
that one.”
“All
the time.”
I stand up,
and Drew follows. Reaching out to shake
his hand, I’m startled when Drew moves around to give me a hug. “This has been fun.
Maybe we can do it again sometime.”
Hugging him
back, savoring the smell of his cologne, I chuckle softly. “I’m pretty sure that when you and I are
finished with book two, you’ll be sick of me.
Ask McKenzie. I’m certain she was
happy to get some air.”
“I
highly doubt that.” Drew places a soft peck to my cheek.
“I look forward to working with you on The
Certainty of Deception. I think this
will be an interesting experience to share with everyone.”
One can only
hope that the hot man hugging them doesn’t notice the insane blush that is
burning through their skin. That’s
exactly how I feel at this moment. Then
to add a friendly kiss on the cheek, I want to simply melt. “I agree.
Again it’s been fun. I’ll see you
soon to start working on the continuation.”
“Until
then,” Drew says.
I gather my
belongings and head toward the door.
Before I leave, I turn around, taking one last look around the small
coffee shop. Drew has sat back down at
our table, his cell phone is in his hand.
I could only imagine he is texting McKenzie in hopes she would join
him. At least, I could hope that’s what
he’s here for - to make things right with her.
I guess I will have to wait and see what happens with the next book.
With a
satisfied smile on my face, I leave The 806 and return home to begin prepping
for the continuation of Drew and Mickie’s story.
Thank you so much, sweetie. This was beyond amazing. Absolute love to ya.
ReplyDeletexx ~Jeanne